to tell you the truth, i've discussed it with my friends and really pondered about how little we know about the entertainment industry. it was brought on by that whole 2pm/jay issue that really broke my heart, and i really considered dropping fandom in general. ... it was such a mess, with fans blaming jay, 2pm, jyp and splitting up into two completely divided factions that were clawing at each other. and they were all one just the day before. the rumours flying around were absolutely atrocious, and the sad thing was that none of them could be 100% denied because no-one really knew. and even now, no-one really knows what happened that caused that huge break up except the select few involved.
but every time i let that 'what if everything is fake' thought worm into my head, it sort of painfully tugs at my heart so i shove it out asap. it can't be, can it? there's so much emotion that they'd have to fake, and can everyone be that amazing actors? but in rl everyone is an actor to a certain extent - at least i know i am. i've faked a lot of emotions and no-one sees through them, so part of me wonders what's stopping them from doing the same. such a scary thought :|
my heart still hurts ;~~~; why do you write so prettily seriously ;A; thanks for making me think though~ <3
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Date: 2011-03-04 07:32 am (UTC)but every time i let that 'what if everything is fake' thought worm into my head, it sort of painfully tugs at my heart so i shove it out asap. it can't be, can it? there's so much emotion that they'd have to fake, and can everyone be that amazing actors? but in rl everyone is an actor to a certain extent - at least i know i am. i've faked a lot of emotions and no-one sees through them, so part of me wonders what's stopping them from doing the same. such a scary thought :|
my heart still hurts ;~~~; why do you write so prettily seriously ;A; thanks for making me think though~ <3